As I am combing my baby Gracie’s hair for bed, she says “Mama, I miss my sister so much it makes me sad inside… But then when I close my eyes and dream, there she is!” That comforts my heart knowing RayLynn is right by her side. Love and miss you Angel Baby!
RayLynn with her brother
I did it. I needed to do it, just never realized it before. I have accepted Jesus into my life and most important in my heart where he has been all my life. My daughter who dances with Jesus everyday told me in my ear... "Mama, it's real, heaven is real!" She is there waiting for me to come see her one day and Angel baby I will. And I will live here on earth like you did. Everyday is important and every second matters because you never know when it's gone. I crossed my heart with my arms as I went under the water only to see later my Angel was with my on my arms to show me she was with me while I did it. RayLynn, Thank you for showing me the way. I will see you when I cross that vail one day, and then I will never have to say goodbye again. I love you sweet baby.
Sabrael with an Angel
Lucas and Chris
A YELLOW BUTTERFLY THAT MADE A JOURNEY FRO TERESAS TO NEISHAS TO JACKIES DOWN HWY TO IN FRONT OF THE BUS SHAWNA WAS RIDING HOME ON TO DADS APT. THE TUES BEFORE THE SHORT JOURNEY DAD WOULD TAKE TO HEAVEN THE NEXT NITE..MY MOTHER FULFILLED MY SPECIAL WISH..SHE GAVE ME A SIGN ID ASKED FOR MANY TIMES IN THE LAST 2 YEARS AND NINE MONTHS..A BUTTERFLY..AND SHE CONFIRMED IT AND SENT IT TO EACH OF US..BUT IT DOES NOT END THERE..AS I WAS SITTING OUTSIDE , HOME FROM THE MEMORIAL WITH RICHIE SHAWNA GARY AND ADAM..I WONDERED WHAT ABOUT DAD..HIS SIGN..A BIRD FIRST CAME TO MIND..THEN I THOUGHT BUTTERFLY? AS LOOKED AT GARY..HIS HAT HAS A EAGLE ON IT..I THOUGHT YES THE EAGLE..A BIT LATER CHRIS HAD WENT TO THE STORE WHEN HE CAME HOME I WAS UPSTAIRS HE CAME TO ME RIGHT AWAY AND WITH A URGENCY..HE WAS STANDING THERE..TELLING ME THAT WHEN HE CAME OUT OF THE STORE THERE WAS A INDIAN MAN STANDING THERE WITH LONG BRAIDS..A SPECIAL NECKLACE..AND A CAP ON WITH..A BEAR ON IT AND A DREAM CATCHER ON IT AND IT SAID NATIVE AMERICAN..CHRIS SAID TO HIM..MY GRANDPA PASSED AWAY TODAY AND HE LOVED THE NATIVE AMERICANS ..THE MAN SAID WE HAVE BEEN HERE FOR HUNDREDS OF YEARS..THAT DAD WASB IN A BETTER PLACE THAT DAD WAS WITH HIS LOVED ONES ALREADY PASSED AND THOSE THAT WILL COME AFTER..AS CHRISWAS SAYING THIS HIS EYES WERE FILLED WITH TEARS YET HE KEPT TALKING..THE MAN WENT ON TO SAY HE IS WHERE THE BEAUTIES OF OUR EARTH , THE TREES THE ANIMALS ARE ALL AROUND HIM..AND THAT DAD WAS HAPPY...THEN CHRIS SAID YOU KNOW GRAM..MA..THE BUTTERFLY..AND HE WAS CHOKING UP HE SAID A YELLOW BUTTERFLY FLEW UP BY THE MANS FACE AND HAIR..HE GRAM THAT ISNT A COINCIDENCE..I KNOW THAT IT MEANT SOMETHING..AND THEN GRABBED ME AND HUGGED ME SOBBING.SQUEEZING ME..AND I KNEW I DID NOT HAVE TO LOOK OR ASK FOR A SIGN THAT IT HAD ALREADY BEEN SENT..TO CHRISTOPHER..TO LET US KNOW THE INDIAN AND THE BUTTERFLY ARE ONE AND THEY ARE WITH US AND WAIT FOR OUR GRAND ENTRANCE TO PARADISE THREW A CHILDS EYES HE COMPLETED THE WHOLE PICTURE AND I WANTED TO SHARE THIS WHILE IT WAS FRESH IN MY MIND SO I COULD SAY IT AS CLOSE TO HOW CHRIS TOLD ME..WOW.WHAT A WONDERFUL FAMILY WE WERE GIVEN..I AM IN AWE..XOXOS NOW ITS BEEN1 YEAR AND 11 MONTHS SINCE MY FATHER PASSED AND WE HAVE LOST MY SWEET AUNTIE AND MY GRANDSON CHRIS S BROTHER SUDDENLY AND UNEXPECTEDLY.THEY PASSED 5 DAYS APART AND ALL LAST SPRING AND SUMMER WHITE BUTTERFLYS WOULD COME TO ME OUT ON MY BREAKS,AND A WEEK AFTER LUCAS PASSED I WAS SITTING ON MY BREAK AND WISHING TO SEE A BUTTERFLY WHEN I WENT INTO WORK AND WENT TO THE REST ROOM ,LOW AND BEHOLD WHEN I LOOKED INTO THE COMMODE THERE UNMISTAKABLY IN THE WATER WAS A CATAPILLER ,IT SHOCKED ME AT FIRST,BUT THEN I REALIZED,MY AUNTIE WITH A CRAZY COOL SENCE OF HUMOR WOULD PULL IT OFF AND SHOW ME THAT OUR LUCAS HAS WENT THRU ENOUGH AND WILL BECOME THE BUTTERFLY AND SURE ENOUGH ITS BEEN COMING TO SEE ME AGAIN ..TRUE STORY
Love Him and His Mom
I've been seeing a series of 1's everywhere... on the clock, on signs....and its always three ones....took me forever but I finally got it...it was a sign all along....on a silent prayer that I've been making every night....and the 1's??? Well...it was a scripture revealing my answer ♥
Now faith is the substance of things hoped for, the evidence of things not seen.
- Adorable Bre’don
Bre'don has been gone 3 weeks today ooooo how I miss that smile, his hugs, his voice, his kisses I just miss everything about him...people told me to watch for signs from Bre'don if only you could have experienced the signs that I have...I will have a couple with you...went to order his casket flowers we're $276 was going to pay for them Thursday as my check was to be deposited well Thursday comes no check but I won $300 on the pick 3 the night before that....went to get Bre'don something to wear the store had 1 of the 4piece outfits in a size 10 his size....I know people think I am crazy when I say I'm ok...these signs he sends me makes me ok because its his way of telling me he's ok...last night I text Makyta Poynter and Erik and told them that Domo Comptonhad an angel born on his bday and he's in heaven cheering on the Dragons...Bre'don and Dom share the same bday of February 9th...Bre'don is at those games watching over Dom and Erik as well as the Dragon team...God bless you all because he continues to bless me everyday with strength to get through each day and so much more.... Tomorrow is GAME DAY and I can't wait... Love watching my boys play sure wish Bre'don was here cheering them on but I know he'll be watching and cheering from Heaven.. Bre'don's Mom Erika
I just picked Eli up from daycare. We were driving and he looks up and waves saying "Hi Mia! Hi Mia!"...
-Mia's Sister Daniella and Her Son Eli
Oh my girls. Another beautiful double rainbow. Thank goodness Carissa Krivanek always believed she could give signs. I love you Carissa and Judith. With your family, and all our love -Alyson Carissa and Judy's Mom
The flower seeds blew in from somewhere bloomed next to the tortoise's grave angel Kochan and his turtle